Haix today rather sad got few stuff happened.1st was the end of ysc camp no more chio bus and 2nd is the crappy marks i got fr mye 3rd is vivian is moving away and lastly is my parents not supportive of me lor...1st was end of ysc cap so sad cuz i am ver emotional de so i get very attached to my facillitators and frens liao then suddenly leave so like dam sad la then today when we assemble to be dismissed, my group ldr wen yuan , gave us all inspiration notes with our name and nickname la then tis is wat she write to meJerald,the ultra flirt"Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence,and i learn, whatever state i may be in , I must be content"Loves wen yuan♥Ysc 2010So inspiring right my group leader the must fake part abt tis note is the ultra flirt part lor XDThen my marks fr mye very suk El=67.9Cl=56.4Math=45.2Sci=69.4Geog=44.8Hist=61.7D&T= 58.4Art=64.7Lvl postion=117 ,percentage=58.6% ,class position=30/40OK one word for it"sucks"Then jux now vivian called me fr a chat la then chatted to from the results to our future and our probs lor then she gt family probs so she moving tis july...haix no more ppl to pei me go down eat at nite or slack downstairs or pei me sch and back le...Then i and her talking abt wat courses we wanna take in future la then she say legal studies and me too la then i told her super limited the slots and not much schs in sg have tat course then she say the most go overseas to study i told her tat its impossible fr my parents to let me go then she say most probably can de cuz she tot my parents dam supportive from the stories i told her and she said tat if i tell em i wanna be a lawyer they would be proud of me then i say dunno how ask them la...Then later when i and parents in car gt awkward silence so i jux ask if i can go overseas to study law becuz her not enough slots then my dad 1st one reply say dun waste time if cant make it tats means cant le then mom extra go add on say tat s'pore de education is the best la...They dun even noe wat i want and how i feel abt tis la then kb so much i noe tat my parents would gimme tat reaction if i asked them but i jux hoped fr a miracle but my family is fcking negative la my sis keep say "forget abt it la" everytime i said i wanna be a lawyer becuz she thinks im CMI cuz the last time she saw my report book was when i was like p4 when my results are like b4 and fail everything la so in her mind i and my bros are failures...My sis keep say go do dentist can earn money but tats not my passion dun come kb la ... tats the prob la generation gap too large tats y i wanna get kids young so wun like hv awkwardness when we talk and i understand him/her btr la but tats way too far away...And tmrw my mom bday so cant go out with u guys another sad news...Its like today everything jux crash into me la all the bad stuff none good stuff..actually thre is la not rly big but i was the only one who got a hug from my chio bu grp ldr yays
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